aku jiwa kosong~

i wake up dis morning..
aargh~my head hurts..
i look surrounds..
yikes~ i slept on the couch last nite..
i wonder y my head feels so heavy..
then, i sit n ..smile
i saw them last nite..hik3..
(in ma dreams i mean..hehe..)
they playin', jokin'..
some mad at me..
4 not telling..
then, i heard birds chirping..
where's everyone..
owh!
mom's working..
sis's back to her home alredi..
lil sis's at school..
sigh~
im alone..hate dis feeling..
shhuhhh33!
i remember, last nite..
when i was first at home..
i put my things around n sat on the couch..
slept i guess~lol..
not having too much conversation wit mom..
coz i know it'll end up wit hurting each other feelings..
mom..sigh~
she like to overreact n 1 or 2 bad words..
must be slipped from her mouth..
when i told her things..
i always think it as a curse..
fool me, have u wonder why they put 'over' in that word..
=P

wat a nice n warm mornin'..
i go to the front house..
n open the door..
i saw the cat n..the kitten!
wat! is it they were quarelling along the time..

stop quarrel~
enuf wit mat baha anep..
hehe..

the cat's milking the kitten..
is it wonderful..
the wonderful part is both of them not from the same blood..
the cat was not the kitten's 'mom'..

subhanAllah~

the first they were meet..
both of them fighting..
4 sure, im 'shush'ing the cat..
not the kitten..its too cute 2 b shush..
hik3..
now, they liking each other fur..
so sweet~
but! they do fight if im feeding them in a plate..
devil me~ahahaha..

i look surroundings..
still i cant see people..
duh~
ak jiwa kosong..
i go into the house..
i open the door..
n i see..
4-kul surah framing n hanging on the wall..
then..
astaghphirullah~
i miss my subuh prayer..
i forget about Him..
duh~
im in Syaaban alredi..
Ramadhan coming so soon..
wat i wanna do is..
to put Him in my head as the first and the last thing of the day..
(meaning as i woke up and b4 i sleep..i do wanna remember Him..)
fighting!

p/s:plis ignore the grammar..
lol..
faz~do correct me..
hik3..

currently reading-life is an open secret "you, me and we"
currently listening to-"fearless"

si blogger yg noob ---> dats me (^_^)