Jul 23, 2009

arghh~


salam..
post kali membawa satu msg..
msg yg ak tatau nk ckp pki mulut..

ak tatau nk gtau kowg camne..
ak ghase cam daa byk hint ak kasik..
kowg pandai2 la pk sendiri..

ak tatau nk gtau kowg camne..
ak serba salah..
nak shout it or not..
sakit jugak hati ak simpan mende ni lame2..

ak tatau nk gtau kowg camne..
rumate asik suroh..
cepat2 ar register blik..
ak tanak rumate ngan ko lg ar..

ak tatau nk gtau kowg camne..
ak xp meeting td pom..
sebab ak takut i cant let u all go..

ak tatau nk gtau kowg camne..
asal ko dtg cni awal..
ble ko nak blik umah..
ble ko nk dtg cni balik..

ak tatau nk gtau kowg camne..
agak2 klu simpan..
ak dok diam..
kene maki x..
kene carut x..

ak tatau nk gtau kowg camne..
kowg asek tanye kete ko ke ni..
asal tibe2 bwk kete ni..
kete baru siot..
peh..

ak tatau nk gtau kowg camne..

perlu wat official statement kaa..
penting sgt kah ak..
ade hak kah ak tok kaco kowg yg bz..

ak tatau nk gtau kowg camne..
ade yg tanye, btol ke ko wat camni..
nape ko wat camni..
ko xmenyesal..

ak tatau nk gtau kowg camne..
ak rase ak nye jln btol..
sebab2 die xperlu diungkapkn..
sebab perit nk xplain satu2..

ak tatau nk gtau kowg camne..
ak rase ak daa igt mende yg ak lupe selame ni..
ak daa jumpe mende yg ak carik..
n ak nk stay pd mende tu..

ak tatau nk gtau kowg camne..
b4 dis, ak xde strength nk wat mende ni..
ak delay2..
bertuah dpt jumpe kowg..
tanx 2 kowg..
i get da strength..

ak tatau nk gtau kowg camne..
ade yg ckp idop cam roda..
sekejap kt ats..
kejap kt bawah..
ak akn berpegang pd 2..

ak tatau nk gtau kowg camne..
ade yg ckp niat ni kene btol, ikhlas..
walopom niat ni kekadang menyimpg sedikit..
ak akn cube memperthnkannye..

ak tatau nk gtau kowg camne..
bukan senang nk wat decision ni..
lot of things wondering in ma head..
wat if i did dis..
wat if i did dat..
wat if he still alives..
wat if~

ak tatau nk gtau kowg camne..
ak sayang kowg..
n ak berat nk wat mende ni..
tp ak juga punya impian..

ak tatau nk gtau kowg camne..
mungkin de yg phm..
mungkin tidak..
mungkin de yg pura2 memahami..
mungkin de yg wat2 xphm..

ak tatau nk gtau kowg camne..

yg pasti setiap pertemuan..
ade perpisahan..
n ak yakin tiap2 drp itu ade sebab2 tersendiri..

ak tatau nk gtau kowg camne..

yg ak..
ak..
pergh..
im leaving~~

p/s: sorry coz tak kasik tau directly..
coz ak tatau nk gtau kowg camne..
hik3..

yg mane rase nk belasah ak tuh..
sile2 laa dtg seblom terlmbt..
ahhahaha..

n

as long as da sun shine on me..
i noe u guys r looking at me
hik3..

as long as da air breez gently through me..
i noe ur guys open ur arm n hug me..
euuw~

as long as i can see da star at night..
i noe u guys r shouting..
go! go!
lalala~


ak n duniaku..
im a lone ranger..
but at the end, i still with them..
each of them bring different stories in ma life..
n guys, i do appreciate it..
hehe..

i luv ma fwens so much..
dis is me n ma life..
dis is da way im living..
n way i keep surviving..

si blogger yg noob ---> dats me (^_^)

18 comments:

chafiq exat said...

omg! x faham, where are u going?

The Exquisite Instigator said...

u seem to be in deep sadness...

bubu253 said...

hmm skali bce agk penink skeyt..
sbb ayt y terllu berbnge...
heheh
ap2 pon...
jgn pendm persn lme2...
t parah...
juz say what u want to say..
dats all...
(",)

.v.i.v.i.d.i.a.n. said...

anip2
dh2 la tu mengelamun woi
kite ade tugas penting ni
cpt2 reg account
nak gi raid ni xckp org
huhu

aku_cirrus said...

where r u going sbnr nyer?

aku_cirrus said...
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Half said...
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aznin said...

reality check i guess

bungaberduri said...

assalamualaikumm..hye cik hanip..sampai ati...nape xbtaw????
aigoooo...xkesa la ape sbb nye...tp mak stil xpuas ati nok nape ko pg cmtu jek....lps ni sape nk men aku lg,time busan2..cik merah ngan cik kuning nk men ngan sape..arrgghhhh..aku geram2..
ape2 pn take k and Gudluck always...(kalu pape rase nk meluahkn perasaan,come n tell me if u trust me..;D)

Half said...

anep.. baru aku paham...
nape ko xckp kat aku masa kat KL ari tu??
at least bleh aku nangis kat situ gak..
klu ye pn jgn la ko tinggalkan aku tanpa berkata2..
ni yg aku geram ni...
tp xpe la anep..
terima kasih, dan mintak maaf byk2..

FAZly mshis said...

motip haf nak emo bagai? relax2 sajaaaaaa lol.

nep thanks so much n mintak maap banyak2 (tiru ayat haf)

aznin said...

halalkan makan minum gwe..

niKkL said...

adoi anep
lmbt sket news smpai kt aku
sdeh kot bro~

aRiDaN said...

huuuu~
bile nak shoppin same2 nye?
:(

Half said...

motif fazly buruk nk emo ngan aku..
nnti ko, aku balik utp siap ko..

FAZly mshis said...

haf buruk siot ko. wey tuya rindu ko dowh. wakakaka

Half said...

aku tau tuya rindu aku...
ramai bdk2 tts rindu aku..
sampai demam2 kan~
xpe.. nnti ak balik..

sapik said...

yorks... anep ni permintaan terakher... ko dtg la sini kejap... budak2 ni nak jumpe ko.... x kesah la 5 menet ke... aku dapenat nak jwb kat dorg... aku bkn tau sgt.. wakakaka... niway halalkan mkn n minum aku..... sori bebanyak!!

 

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