Feb 21, 2010

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5.55 am

cant sleep.cant stop thinking.im lying on the floor.half dead.half alive.yup its cold.but i cant move.even an inch.i want to stand up but i cant.all i can feel is fucking cold.what's wrong with me.i dont know.i got a call and all i can do is lying.not to move.coz im afraid of making any mistake if i move.

reviewing of ma day.im crying a lot like a baby.staring at the ceiling.fans are running and trying to catch each other.macam bodo.macam org mati bini.sumpah damn lonely.miss her so much.with my friends are not around.perghh.

just want you to know, i love you damn much and i never cant let you go.thank you for giving me chance.i appreciate it.i want to know more about you because i care about you.yeah i know.enough knowing.

as for myself, its going to be hard after this.i am not allowed to say and ask things anymore.

got 2 lab reports to submit.2 test and a quiz.yeay!

6.38 am.battery fon half full.sleepy.tired.emm.but still im going to find you.whatever it takes.

my life is a complete mess.

im your apan lee.
...dan itu aku.

48 comments:

♛ LORD ZARA 札拉 ♛ said...

tak se mess aku beb..=[

Yuki Yusuf said...

hmm
harap kau jumpa dia

(^_^)

senyum lah..kamon..you are better than this..

lieya orange M.I. said...

...kau nangis ker..mcm tak cayer jer...

...urmmm, jgn lepaskan benda yg dah sayang...=)

Bulan Dilangit Osaka Biru said...

eh.. lama menghilang..
what wrong wif u??
hurm... don be sad like this..
dont want see ur soul "die"

yoro okino said...

i lab u too..=)
hohohoh

Anonymous said...

lamer weyh ko xupdate....

ko ngah frust eh?? hahha..bunyik cm klise..jodoh xkemana beb... :)

aznin said...

anep if aku dapat intern KL or mlcca lets hangout every week nak?

Anonymous said...

anip oo anip...
jgn moody2 ye...
chill ok...
she knows how much u love her...
(",)

Reen said...

mess??

pegilaa kemas balik.

wee(^_^)

Unknown said...

da lama takde post.haha.da start busy.zzz.

RAWNA said...

chill la.focus on what most important.kena buat satu2.:)

hafeezkhairi said...

ang xok eh..=)

Baya said...

alahai siannyer dia

Amal said...

dude.
lu okay tak?
da lame tak update.
tetibe sedih.
chill k?

acap rahman said...

tak paham.
ekeke

::[putihpurple]:: said...

bgun! keep moving like before!

sharamli said...

w0it..w0it..dah jumpa bl0m?

Anonymous said...

i'll be there...hehee

.. cik FLUTTERBY .. said...

lme ko ilang..
wakeup r weyh..
ko kn gagah!

miss lulu said...

amende la ko ni...
lallala~

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

apan lee.....ooo apan lee....

ninim said...

kawan mana gerak tarimu yang semakin menghilang~~~

ryn said...

u'll be fine =)

apan lee said...

LORD ZARA:

uikss.mess gak laa enn.
huhu.

apan lee said...

Koyuki:

tak jumpa punn..
last2 balik camtu je..
emmm..

apan lee said...

lieya orange:

its a need for everyone to learn to let go.
it is very effective in a long period of time.
hehe.

apan lee said...

moon bloody spell:

its almost die..
i don care anymore..
hehe..

apan lee said...

yoro okino:

uikss.i lov u too!!
hehe

apan lee said...

told la hejauw:

emmm..entah laa..
life like this enn..
so let it be..
hehe

apan lee said...

aznin:

let's pray for dat..
hope too see u guys..
huhu

apan lee said...

bubu:

its ok..
everything's gonna be just fine..
hehe..
miss u bubu..

apan lee said...

reen:

let it be..
kemas2 pun..satg sepah2 balik enn..
hehe

apan lee said...

akufobia:

haah.agak bz.
still try to find some time to update this blog.
huhu.

apan lee said...

k.A:

hehe.okehh.
FUCK!
fokus untuk capai kejayaan!!
kakaka

apan lee said...

whisperingmoment:

emm..entah laa.
life like this.
emm..

apan lee said...

baya:

hehe.takde laa kesian mane pun..

apan lee said...

sivv:

ok kott..hehe
okehh!chill!!

apan lee said...

acap:

alaa..
buat2 macam kau paham sudeyy..
hak3

apan lee said...

putihpurple:

okayy..hehe

apan lee said...

sharamli:

tak jumpa pun..
huhu

apan lee said...

sweet.ant:

then i'll see you there..
hehe

apan lee said...

purple butterfly:

people do tired..
but lets pretend to be not..
hehe

apan lee said...

miss lulu:

lalalala jugakk..
hehe

apan lee said...

aliff:

yoo!!
hehe

apan lee said...

ninim:

tak ilang pun..
ade je..
hak3

apan lee said...

ryn:

hehe..okayyy

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

ang usha paaa???..wakakaka

apan lee said...

uikss..aku usha ang rr..wakakaka ;P

 

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