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Be My Escape
by Relient K

I've given up on giving up slowly
I'm blending in so you won't even know me
Apart from this whole world that shares my fate

And this one last bullet you mention
Is my one last shot at redemption
Cause I know to live you must give your life away

And I've been housing all this doubt
And insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me
And even though there's no way of knowing
Where to go
I promise I'm going

Because
I got to get out of here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I got to get out of here
And I'm begging you
I'm begging you
I'm begging you to be my escape

I've given up on doing this alone now
Cause I've failed and I'm ready to be shown how
You've told me the way, and I'm trying to get there

And this life sentence that I'm serving
I admit, that I'm every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

Because
I've been housing all this doubt
And insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me

And even though there's no way of knowing
Where I'm going
I promise I'm going because..

I got to get out of here
Cause I'm afraid that this complacency is something I can't shake again
I got to get out of here
And I'm begging you
I'm begging you
I'm begging you to be my escape

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I've made
And all I'm asking is for you to do what you can with me
But I can't ask you to give what you already gave

Because I've been housing all this doubt
And insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
That might be the death of me
And even though there's no way of knowing where to go
I promise I'm going

Because
I got to get out of here
I'm stuck inside this rut I fell into by mistake
I got to get out of here
And I'm begging you
I'm begging you
I'm begging you to be my escape


I fought you
For so long
I should have let you win
Oh, how we regret those things we do

And all I
Was trying
To do was save my own skin
Oh, but so were you
So were you

pelis be my escape..
im desperately wanna run away..
(bukan runaway tempat model jln okay!)
as far as i could..
dont wanna look back even once..
dont wanna stop..
till i met you..

for the first time ever..
i wanna built a time machine..
yes..back to the past..
where i was an innocent kid..
that passionately want 2 travel around the world..
to see the beauties that each of them has its own dark agenda..
(sumpah aku tatau agenda2 ni dulu..)
while the folk already warned me
about those demon n dangers outside the world..
(skang ko percaye anep~)
but i still want 2 travel eagerly..
to find u..so that i can play wit u..
(nak men sorok2, men galah panjang,
men "pkol brape datok arimau"..)
i wanna fly with u..
i know ur not my imaginary..
the onli person who reminds me to my old self..
dis kid alredi lost his mind rite know..
can u help me my dear bestfriend ever..
halissa..where r u!!
(perg..brani gile ko mention name die kt cni..)
i need those warmness dat u gave me to me long time ago so bad..
i miss u..
lisa..jom men sorok2..
pas2 borak2 sambil mkn jagung bakar pd waktu petang
sambil tunggu aiskrim yg ko kene jual tu abis baru ko bleh balik..
wakaka..miss those sweet moment..
windu nk g skolah same2..balik same2..
cikgu plak slalu tanye "korg adik-beradik kew?"
haha..tak!! saye xnak jadik adik die cikgu..
nti besa besok xleh kawen ngan die..
^____^
mane la ko sekarang ekk..
(daa2..stop weyh~)


itu saye..itu die..(abis sape yg kt tgh2 tu..)
dilarang berfikiran nakal..awas!!

p/s:jgn dilayan repekan di atas..
emosi skang x stabil..jage2 ngan sebrg kelakuan die..
(ceyt~cam description blog elli plak..)
nk blik rumah lame weyh~sape free jom teman haku..

si blogger yg noob ---> dats me (^_^)